Lots to say!

I always have lots to say but I always forget lah. One moment I wanna say this, de other moment I forgot. Yah I have poor memory, very very poor. I can forget things very easily lah. But sometimes I can remember stupid things for years -____-ll Okay craps.


So, I shall start with............. The 2nd Year Anniversary with Laogong xD I was happy lah, of cos. We caught the movie Stay Alive which was his stupid idea, and actually, the movie was so-so nia. If you asked me for ratings, I would say 2/5! It wasnt very scary and the story was quite common lah. The ghost wasn't scary, just like those you play in de arcade fighting with House Of Death monsters. I gave a rating because it was 1 and 1/2 hour nia as I don't appreciate 2 hours show, and another rating was the show wasn't very very lousy, so I give face throw 2 ratings. HEEHEE xD



The weather wasn't very good that day dued to haze and hot sun! Walk from MRT to Cine can sweat like siao.








Nothing much to blog about the food lah, cos its from Swensens. We couldn't decide what to eat (I insist on Crystal Jade to eat Xiao Long Bao but he say not special. Swensens very special meh?) so we get into this restaurant because he wanted to have ice-cream. We both had Ben and Jerry's and I had Uzumaki ice-cream just before the movie, and he still wants ice-cream. But he doesn't have any because I don't allow. LOL. Yah I love ice-cream damn much but cannot eat so much what, Ben Xiao Jie cannot have excess BahBah :(

Btw, Uzumaki ice-cream taste rather ok-ok. I tried the Green-tea flavoured de. I advice you all don't choose that flavour, unless you appreciate tasteless Japanese green tea like I do. It doesn't taste like those sweetened bottled green tea drink. Get the red bean or chocolate chip or other flavour. HaHa.

Yup the burger taste good although it doesn't look pleasing in that picture (cos we bite it), but really, go try if you happened to dine at Swensens. Its the don't know what Cheezy Salsa beef burger de. I wanna try the burger that has lots and lots of ingredients inside next time. I forgot the name liaoz, but it looks shiok shiok.



Snap-Shot at Swensens. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA xD



Before...




...After :D





Didn't post all because it looked Cha-Bu-Duo the same.




Pictures taken some time ago...



SWEE! Oi I say swee hor.




Stepfan: Oi look here.



CHEEEEESSSEEE!!!


Think I remember saying in my previous post that I wanna try the Tim Sum at Marine Parade Hawker? Yah tried and not bad. But Changi Village de Coffee Shop still the best!!!


Ben xiao jie really cannot stand people who are soooooo fake. TAMADE!!! Nevermind, ren yi shi feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu hai guo tian kong. Amituofo.

xD

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary, LaoGong.



Sometimes, I just can't seem to let go.

bl0g!

Maths class test p1 SUCKS. So far, so many careless mistakes -___-ll From what I heard lah... Nvm lah, I know I got do can le. Pass or fail also nevermind de. HaHa. But I must not stay on 1 Qns for so long :( And, and my prelim results suck HAHAHAHAH. Cannot go JC lei. LOL


Recently, so many bad things happen. Didnt expect soooo many things to happen at one time sia. LOL. But nevermind lah, Wo Kan De Kai liao HaHa. Because one thing make me know that life is precious, and I realised there's so many things I've not done. So now must faster do what I want. I hope the report is positive lah xD


I think I did promised to post some pictures right? Okay wait hor, because I wanna edit some de HaHa, so wait till I have the time I'll do de editing. xD Stay tuned!


OH YA!!!!!! I wanna watch the movie Death Note!!!!!!!!!! the guy looks handsome!!!!!!!!!!! OMG DROOLS*!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!! XD You all don't snatch the guy away from me hor. You all go take Rain k, I take tis actor hahahahaha xD Actually I don't fancy Jap/Korean guys, but some really handsome till *OMG* HAHAHAHAH.


Okay lah I lazy to blog liaoz. My brain cells need rest. I'm happy now although just now got some !@#$%^&*() hahaha but I don't care anymore. xD

:)

I might be sensitive... Take it as I am. Since you believe in your own judgement, I'll believe mine too :) And no matter what, i wish u well bah. Hope u wont have "pms" after u finish working. O maybe I did smth wrong? Maybe bah, something so wrong tt I dun even neo. Hahaha what a toot*.

I hate TMK!!!!! I hate chemistry!!!!!!!!


Currently talking to SiowCheng on msn, sending each other songs.. I like the Amei song that we both suit it. It contains meaning of ... To me of cos I gonna delicate to him. I hope he understands what I mean, but its okay :D

PW with sister later xD


I must be strong!!!!!!!!! SIOWCHENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHENG AH CHENG!!!!!! HAHAHAHA.
k lah nth to blog. today tired sia, so blog in many kinds of broken english. will post photos and bl0g nicely. 2 photos to share for the time being.









Lots more coming up next entry!

RASHES!!!

I'm itchy like siao ar. NehNeh! So swollen but now at least heal liao. At least da medicine is useful. If not, scratch scratch. Dislike Bedok Polyclinic. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KS one the people. KS = KIASU + KILL STEAL! Haha no lah the people there always cut Q de. And the service there is BAD BAD BAD! Don't believe ar? Go there and test test for yourself. LOL xD


I wanna go Underwater World. I so wna wna wna wna wna go go go go go xD Haha.


Milano Double Chocolate cookie is not bad. I don't love chocolates but that cookie is shiok shiok! Go and try it lah. Quite expensive le, $4.90 per pack but its worth if you really love chocolate like siao lah. I'll take a pic of it someday and post it so you all know how it looks like. I started eating salmon sushi. Master it liaoz wahahaha. I gonna try eating the very-raw-and-transparent fish sushi. I don't know what's the name but definately will find out lah. xD Oh yah, Kway Tiao Goreng sucks! Stick to Mee Goreng better le. But no harm trying lah. Maybe other stalls nicer. xD Trying Marine Parade Hawker Tim Sum. Should be nice as it is advertised on TV. Try le jiu tell you all xD Starbucks Java Chip Frappchino (I can never spell this) is nice also! Get the mocha flavour one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xDDDDDDDDDD


I won soccer yesterday. I'm not betting today because I saw 3 monks today -___-ll They "hint" me not to bet today. Hahahaha. But I might be betting today to win back my loss v_v



I'll post photos in the next entry lah.
This Sat is the last tuition lesson le. I hope I've benefitted from it.
YunFang, you are AH GUA!!!!!!! xD

Tired x)

Finally, healed from the itchyness of those swollen rashes. Wah liew, past few days was itchy like siao argh, cannot scratch somemore. Apply alot of mopiko but still itchy. At least now no more itchy liaoz. Wahahaha.


Yah lah, Man U lose lah. Chicken. Lose 50 bucks for nothing. Heart pain ok. Earn back my loss must wait till when sia. -_____-" Anyway I gonna start betting on Singapore Pool liaoz. Wahaha. Cheaper and safer. Who says girls cannot bet? Still humans what. Haha xD And when betting, must go with your heart, don't let people influence you. HoHo. I must win win win win win win win win win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Boo Dong Kee chicken rice is shiok shiok! Go try their Fried Tofu speciality! HaHa.. Its located at Katong there. If I'm not wrong, Chinatown also has one. Try their Fried egg with Prawns also, not bad. I havent try the KangKong there yet. When there's a chance to try then I tell you all. I love KangKong hahahahahaha xD


Wah liew, Jonathan didn't get the Sinapore Idol. Why don't let him :( His cheekbone so nice HaHAHA. I think is his cheekbone that attracted me bah, if not I think I like his face shape lah! Hady actually quite shuai lah, but his voice isn't strong enough leh. Jonathan's voice more sexy and nice. He has the Rob Thomas's and BonJovi's voice. Not bad Not bad. HaHa. Anyway who wins Singapore Idol will still get to release album. I wanna buy Jay's Yi Ran Fan De Si album leh. Cos I heard the downloaded file for Jay's album is too big. Hmmmmmmm, I think buy CD very waste money hor. Better change my mind.


Can't wait till the 13th Oct, not because of graduation, is I wanna have a longer sleep and I don't need to wake up so early for school after the 13th. I'm not so excited about graduation, cos I think I have not much people to miss as we can still meet up next time. I just miss some teachers like Mr Chew, Mrs Su, CKT, Mr Liew, blahblah. But I will still miss secondary school life where teachers spoon-feed us. HaHa... Oh ya, I miss Lizzie Ong and Mdm Loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.


That's enough lah. I think this post is boring. xD

Songs to intro.
Justin Timberlake - Sexy back
Fergie - London bridge (Oh shit)

Go dl if possible lah, not bad songs. HaHa.


Anyway, my camera is alright now. So happy. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

argh.

Okay, I'm soooooo tired right now, and I haven't step into the bathroom to have a good shower since I came home, and I am sooooooo -_________________-llllllllllllllll over smth. I SO WANNA scold u *toooooot* but I can't lor. What I wanna say is, What I do has or had gone down to the dirty drain with those bloody cockroaches and dirty mosquitoes and go to the reservoirs and NOT recycled. Okay Shut up.

I'm betting tonight and better not curse and swear. If Man U lose is alllllllll your *tooooot* fault.
And betting soccer tonight shows me something. U want to know what's that? See tomorrow I wanna post about it not WAHAHAHA.

And what, I'm betting and someone is quarreling now. Wah lao, if I lose I gonna burn down this house.

I need to win this badly for some extra cash for the time being. Its not greedy okay!

Better not let me lose. DRAW also cannot. NONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I better say somthing positive.

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-_________-llllllllll or xD ?????

I thought of it during F&N. Am I too sensitive or what? My other mind tells me that I'm too sensitive, while the other side of my mind said its true. I really don't know. Or must I pretend not to know? From their expressions, I can tell everything, but I just pretend that I did not see. I may act stupid, but I'm not. I'm not as stupid as you think. I did that for my own sake, not for the sake of doing something else. Well, this will not affect me. We'll see then, see who's the last man standing, last man laughing *roll eyes*



My finger is swollen! Well, those mosquitoes stung me, and i scratch till my finger swollen. Don't understand why those pests sting my finger. Siao or what. Damn those mosquitoes -_-ll Nevermind, I spray the BAYGON all over the house. KILL ALL THOSE DAMN IRRITATING STINKY MOSQUITOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Make my finger and arm swollen! Not those small hump leh, is big big BIG BIG BIG gigantic ones!!!!! :( I must bring BAYGON to school to spray everywhere I go.



Talking about pests, tell you guys something disgusting. Early morning I did not switch on the light and find my towel to bathe. So, when you wake up you blur blur one what, somemore I don't have perfect eyesight and a little night-blindness mah, so while walking to my cupboard... I stepped on something.... A COCKROACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGG!!! I feel its legs tickling me and struggling... OMGG!!!! I jumped and scream. Without a second I ran and wash my legs. My brave ah ma throw it away. Wahahaha. My mum still say why don't step harder -____-ll I'm super scared of cockroaches, especially when you spray it with Baygon and it was struggling, you hear its "tiak tiak tiak" sound. *FAINTS. I told Steph about it, and I think she said later the juice come out. -___________-llll



Anway, got back most of my results bah. Only got 1 credit. HaHa. Satisfied liaoz lo. I don't mind failing lots of subjects, as long as don't fail too badly can liaoz. HaHa. I put in effort in Chemistry but I still could not get the grade I want. At least a pass also good mah, but too bad lor xD



Supposed to meet Serene today, but in the end was cancelled as she was booked and I couldn't confirm earlier. So decided to meet next time. Meeting Hubby for Ba Chor Mee later bahs.



Photos from Steph xD


EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


SLIP and SAY CHEESE!


ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. She scared my saliva drip. HAHAHAHA.


We decided to do something with our hair, so...




...I stared out of the window, wishing...










...I could be the next Singapore Idol (Paul Twohill)... and....










TADAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD






Can you see us?



Okay lah, enough of those, a decent picture for you people.




Now, some nice pictures that Hubby make for me xD


Chio!






Lastly...




I laugh like siao upon seeing this. HaHa xD



Okay, Gonna logoff liaoz, later he complain I always late, stay so near Ba chor Mee also will late
-_-ll Wahahaha see ya xD

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Sad happenings.

Recently, really happened quite a lot bah. I was deeply affected. I never thought this would ever happen to me in my life, but it just happened. It happened once last time when I was young, but I was strong enough to overcome it and was never affected at all. I always thought I can defend myself in such stuffs, but what I realised now was how weak I was. I really don't know what to do. Nobody was there for me, and no one knows how afraid I was. It just happened so suddenly and when I started calling him, it became pointless. So many unanswered calls. What if the extreme happened? Will it be too late? What's the point of calling the police? When will they come?



I was greatly affected, and I can't even study my prelims. Even it just happened a few days ago, and tomorrow is my last paper, and I cant even absorb a single chapter. I know I should be studying like shyt now, but I just can't study bah. I try to feel normal when I'm outside bah. But I just cant stop thinking of it.



I was touched by people who know what happened and asked me how I was. Greatly appreciated. Hubby and his friends and some people who know this matter. Thanks alot.



Just a note to Hubby. Dont be harsh and asked for a fight bah. I dowan u to regret. I know I was affected and somehow didnt feel like talking to anyone including u, but I still try my best not to think of it and treat everything normal. Hopefully I will recover from it bah. thanks for ur concern.


I hope I will be fine. Just don't feel like talking about those now. I want to take revenge.

SUEY!

Nowadays suey like nobody's business sia! Keep losing money somemore... Thought can win a lil to pay my tuition fees but who knows I lose so much! Haha actually not so much lah, but the amount I lose is enough to pay much of my tuition fees lor.. Still got so much balance. That time World Cup so lucky leh, now this stupid Ufrea cup or what so suey. Cannot bet on "Ulu" clubs liaox.. Bloody shit lor. Bankrupt liaoz lah.. :(


Jasmine is out from Singapore Idol liaoz le... Can tell U hor, Jonathan sure is Singapore Idol one.
Actually Jasmine's voice is nice leh. Not bad looking also. I only watch on Tv mobile and see results online sometimes. Haha.


No mood to study liao leh, 1 day holiday machiam like end exams liddat. HaHa. xD


You know, after O level, I have soooooo much things to do lor...

1)Gonna find job of course! xD and work work work.
2)Go spa + facial every 2 weeks.
3)Go Underwater World!
4)Go Thailand (After taking my first pay but must hit 1k lah...) with my friends.
5)Dye hair and maybe do rebonding when my hair is long.
6)Do shopping lah of course xD
7)Go house of Shiseido!!!!! xD
8)Take up part time make up and hairstylist course.
9)Join back HHD.
10)Get my dream HP.
11)Take Studio photo shoot
12)Eat the best Beef steak in the world xD
13)Design wedding gowns (Must take up course first lah...)
14)Train to be fit (Not that kind of big muscles lah, get rid of those flabby BAHBAH can liao xD)
15)Clubbing?
16)Learn motor bike and buy one!


Hahaha sounds like I'm rich right? No lah, of course must take time to do those one by one lah... Must make my life wonderful for relaxation and experience lah, I'm only young once. If I don't do these before 21, then I'll be wasting my youth away. Haha xD So I'll start saving lots and lots of money. I know lah, mouth say say only, but what things I set my heart to it I'll do de! HaHa xD

Some people may say weird and I dont suit going make up and hairstylist course. But that was my dream long ago, and I'll fulfil it when I'm still young. Hahaha xD I must pamper myself also.


If I have the power, I'll...

1)Kill all those rapists and robbers and many many shitty people who harm the society and me!
2)Owe kazillion worth of house!
3)Let my loved ones live with happiness and free of worries.
4)Fly!!!!!!!!!!!
5)Be intelligent and alert enough so I know who to trust and who not to.
6)Be friends with BOA and Lucy Liu!
7)RICH like nobody's business.
8)Free those illness and pain from elderies and children.
9)World Peace lah.

No more!!!!! Cannot put my power on too much things, some things cannot use power, must use own strength and minds to fight those battles to achieve what U want, if not the world would be so boring and everyone would be eating free lunches. Haha xD

Oh ya, the song "Superman" by Five for Fighting is good. I didnt take much notice until Paul sang it. NiceNice xD And of course my bl0g song lah xD

Okay lah, must end here liaoz, gotta go out soon. TATA xD

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NEHNEH... Didnt know you were like that! -_______-lllll don wanna elaborate liaoz.. ZZZZZ. So, everything is a toooooooooot*


hahahaha SORRY I dono what to blog lah!
Exams?
Maths P2? Social Studies? Chinese? They are catergorised to FAILING LIST :( Nothing to rely on liaoz lah... Anyway, I said I studied a little means A LITTLE. xD

My camera spoiled liaoz, cos I use wrong charger to charge it, therefore no pictures for the time being bahs. Unless anyone can buy me a bluetooth phone lah, or better, v3i GOLD!!!!!


I think this post a lil ZZZZzzzzZZZZXXXxxXXXYYYYYYYY.



Really wanna go OBS... Hai.. Just really feel like going... But too bad bah, cant go. Just glad that I have the experience once.


Not in a good mood to blog cos TOOOOOOOOT*
I regretted doing something. Haiz...

Boring leh.

Everyday headache headache headache. Dont blame my brain, blame my specs lah!


Papa brought back ice cream (I LOVE ICECREAM!), and its strawberry...... I HATE IT! HAHA. Aiya... really dont like strawberry, durian, mango, chocolate (depends what kind) or those weird weird melon or what. I just stick to Vanilla, PepperMint, Yam, Cookies and Cream, Tiramisu, Lychee, Red bean!! YUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUM.



Next time, I shall name my daughter (If I have one in the future) Hazel! Nice name hor... I watch the 9pm show de lah, da one acting as Hazel is damn chio HAHA. She's called Constance I think. CHIO! xD



I tried to load pictures......



Taken Yesterday xD I know I not chio lah, Nvm lah, can take pictures with him very good liaoz HAHA xD I prefer his stupid hairstyle now, rather than too short or too long. HehHeh.


Other pictures...


Me, Serene, Uyanga. I "steal" from Serene's friendster photos. xD Taken some time ago.




Act Shuai de him...


And Act Chio de Me! Lazy to edit my pics lah... Next time when I have the mood I edit k.

Happy anniversary xD

Okay lah, today nothing special. Just that...



ITS ME AND AH FAN'S 23RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! xD


So, I'll blog in nice colors today :D He brought me to Katong's Hong Kong Cafe to eat bah. Hmmm not bad lor... A lot of chef's recommendations, but some are not trusted one lor, so don't listen to them. Haha. The plain french toast is shiok shiok, and its not chef's recommendation. And Honey Lemon drink is good too. He tried the Mango drink or what de, actually not bad leh. I don't eat mango and I still say not bad, so those who loves mangoes can go there try haha. Guess what? He ate instant noodles -_______-ll Somemore the taste not bad leh. HaHa. Actually I chose to eat Wan Ton noodles as I think it should be good, but he said "I bring you here, you eat wan ton noodles". HoHo he worst leh eat instant noodles. So, I picked the most expensive dish..... Baked spagetti! But not so nice lah... First bite not bad, but I will get sick of it, somemore prawns not fresh one! But the tomato sauce is good xD Walked to PW, didnt get anything and cab home bah.


Wanted to post pictures but something is wrong with blogger, and I don't have the patience to wait as I want ZZZZZZZ liao HAHAHAHA. Promised to post pictures when I'm here to blog xD


I start not to like Paris Hilton anymore, although she is pretty. HaHa...


Tomorrow meeting Ah Nie for tuition. Haven't complete the homework she asked me to do leh.. Havent start studying lor, only read 2 pages of War In Pacific notes because I want Mr Chew to go through the notes. If I did not read he will not want to go through with me. Haiya!!!


My entry suddenly so colourful. NICE xD
Gonna sleep liao, good night :D

STUDY!!!!!!!!

Sometimes, I feel I very "jian" leh. In certain ways which I don't know how to elaborate lah. Lol xD And sometimes, you expected that very something, and it won't come your way, but however, you expected least of that something, it pop out all of the sudden. You just somehow get disappointed when it things don't go your way of what you hoped for, and get shocked and surprised when things come your way which you dare not, or least expected. How weird lah!


I shall be nice, ahem*, to post the name Laogong instead of Stepfan. HAHA xD met him yesterday for a while lah, and I ate the lychee ice-cream. Somehow it doesnt taste like ice-cream, more like jelly typed. Its the brand Walls, 60 cents only and its nice. Like mochi lah, but of cos mochi nicer lah xD


I read some health things from a website, and guess what? Sniffing coffee more is the same as eating 2 oranges! Bullshit! Then HPB want people to eat fruits for what! Might as well sniff coffee everyday. LOL! Overcooking meat has high risk of cancer! I don't know that means chao-ta not. I guessed so. If you have headache often, like me, eat more fish. Haha.


PICTURES OF ME AND AH NIE xD

I dunno how to smile properly when posting for camera shots. I always get that "ba" ( 8 in chinese) beside my nose and mouth, which makes me looked old...






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She did that on purpose to block my face x( So I tricked her by saying "lets make ugly faces together!" And in the end she made it herself! HAHAHAHA just kidding lah! xD Her face really looked funny! =x



Honestly, I looked more chio than her in these 2 pics. True what... Don't believe you ask her lah! xD




And lastly.......


I let her have the main role in this pic hor! Don't blame on my poor camera skills! LOL



CHIO!

Weird people nowadays.

I received a couple of msgs this morning when I woke up, and guess what, I received a msg from online messaging from an unknown person, which did not tell me who's he/her.


It read:
i hoped eu n stefan r ok as i can see eu r upset wif him if eu r really sad tel me in eur bl0g n i will tel eu who m i i will be there 4 eu


I appreciate your greetings, but I don't mind not knowing who you are as you wanted to be "annoymous" since the beginning. Maybe its a prank? But thanks lah HEHHEH =P I am fine :D


I have "sui mian" these few days sia. I cannot sleep in the night, and wake up very very very early in the morning. Like, 9am? -.-ll and I fall asleep at about 4am when i pop onto the bed at 1.30am -_____________________-llllllllll I need sleeping pills!!!!! :(


I haven wash my school shoes for about.... months =P its torn lah, and if I wash, it cant be wore anymore =( and I dont wanna spend $19.90 on another BATA shoes as I gonna grad liaoz. Haha I'm cheapskate to buy shoes from there. I don't go for branded school shoes. At the most I wear converse school shoes lah... Anyone wanna donate school shoes to me. Must be in a good condition hor! If got holes hor, small one can liaoz. Cannot more than 2 leh. Dont so big lah, about size 6-7 for ladies shoes can liaox, so school shoes should be size 3 and 1/2 or 4. HAHAHAHA and must be pure white hor =P JUST KIDDING LAH :D


I cant bring myself to study leh. Wahliew... Someone told me to study 1 week before O's and do revision with Study guides can liaoz. Really meh? Others said do 10 year series sure can get good grades liaoz. Really meh? Then what about textbooks? :(

Nice =D

Went to Serene's Mum's friend's BBQ, Haha, nice people there. Ate, drank, laughters, talks - Nice =)


Nothing much to update recently, didnt really start revision as I wasnt really free. Did a tiny little gambling... Not illegal ones! Just a play play lah..... But i lost quite a lot =( Cash problems really can make me mood change one! So those who owed me money better return hor! HAHA Just Kidding lah! Hmmmm..


I felt kinda free from those when I attitude and hack care about it. That's me.


OkOk, promised to update with loads of junks until long entry lah. Now my brains cells are somehow sleeping. Lazy to think and recall =D And i promised to upload some photos okok after i finish editing, in the meantime Before i go, here's something to make U go -____-ll a bit okay?
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Sorry lah, sometimes I need to do some baichi-ing and act chio-ing with my camera to see if its still working right? I admit I'm like that okay =P

SIAN

im back home! :)

had about....... only 8 hrs of sleep? NOT ENOUGH! Haha.


TODAY IS A GOOD DAY FOR ME. cos its RAINING! =D


I dont want to act like a retard blogging rubbish. Will be back if I have stuffs and pictures to post.


May god bless my grandma :(

ABCDE

Practical flunk-ed.


Because I have slow-brain cells.


English Papers tomorrow.


Prepare to DIE.

We Believe

I just feel like crying? Probably that's the way of life, so many ups and downs.


Firstly, I'm happy with my friends' results, and I also know they are contented too, but why just people cant stop their criticism? Chicken Backside. Why must look down on people, and then compete compete compete. -.-ll CHILDISH!

Nevermind about that, probably its just part of growing up, which proves that they havent got their shyt out of their minds. Dig it out, then.


That wasnt the reason that I feel like crying. Sometimes, that particular thing dont always go the way that I wanted. Like what I say, I cant expect too much from it, or have I? People always say that when a relationship is about a year old, things and feelings will fade, and that's the common reason for breaking up. But I have the face to say, its not. Its about the trust also, plus whether U realise is it possible to continue a relationship with no trust? And if now then U realise U both cant get along, wei bi tai chi le? Many possible reasons, people just go with their assumptions. Probably that brings to no feelings to unfaithful-ness, then no trust then break it off. Haha so many confusing links. Chicken, I also dono what I'm talking. Nevermind about that.


I'm not talking abt my relationship. I'm just talking about what i foreseeeeee. HAHAHA.


I want to talk about my dream + stable job! That made me realise something when I heard what Mr Liew told me. His dream was to be a designer, but he wanted a stable job, and that was to a teacher. He said he's a little late to persue his dreams. But for me, I realise I have the same thinking with him. I dont dream to be a lawyer. Being in a business line with politics is just what I want in a job. My real dream is to be a hairstylist + make-up artist + wedding gown designer. Probably its impossible for me to be those bah. And no one will believe I'll be in those, but everyone has dreams. I'm career minded. HAHA! Nevermind =)


We study for just a piece of paper, which is a cert. A cert that can partly predict your future.

blogged!

I'm online often, but not doing blogging lah. I have lots and lots of things to say but i just couldn't talk what I want to talk. Because I have poor brain cells and I forget things easily. Absent-minded lah! Paisey =D Gunbound-ing and Tv more important! I'm getting demoralise lah, so I need to spend some time playing.


I want to watch The Devil wears Prada. Kinda interested in it lor, although I have no idea what's the show about. Was broke also, dying to save loads of money. Gonna eat mum's sandwiches for breakfast + lunch to save money, + not going out during the holidays, and eat only at home, provided people treat me to makan lah! Hahahahaha =] jian, hor? =P


My class is soooooooo competitive! Yah I cannot stand it lo... DaMn... Sometimes I just keep quiet nia lo... I cannot comment what. I know I kena backstabbed lah, but I dont care. You wanna play and pretend, I also wanna play and pretend along. NICE Haha. Who gives a daMn? UOY =] Yah, I know my block test's results suck, cos I didnt study well. When people ask did I study, sometimes I just say a lil, cos really little bit, what! Anyway, not your problem if I did badly or well -.-ll LOL. AIYAH, talk what chicken you want lah, I don't care. 2 more months and I can get away from this stupid class. I don't mind people compete here and there, but its to a LARGE extent lo. -.-llllllll Maybe being competitive can make you get good grades, but don't nidda XXXYYYZZZ one, what. How come I see other class won't like that sia, or maybe I didnt see clearly? Nevermind, maybe its in you already. Anyway, I'm helping Steph to voice out her anger. And a lil of mine too =]


Really thanks to Egg sia! Although many claimed that Maths P2 is easy, but I don't think so because my maths suck! =] Nevermind, its over anyway. EL Oral was alright lah, a merit will do.


Managed to talk to her about studying hard, at least I can see she's trying to study. I felt a lil happy bah, at least no one will say her anymore. Steph did her part too =]

Btw, the show at channel 8 on 9pm is great! At first it sucks, but I realised its nice now. The 7pm one also not bad! Go watch lah! Aiyah, I'm still slacking, don't worry for me.


Out for pool later, but most probably not going. I don't want to go out late lah. Staying at home is better =]

Gunbound!

Okay lah, I very "old" liaoz. I still play Gb. Currently played that game with Stepfan cos I'm bored online. Stepfan created another new account for me so I can play with him. So far, my 1st account is "higher" than him, so he cant play with me. Haha. He still say I noob. Who always win U huh? =D


Oh ya, he kept on complaining that his hair sucks! And he claimed my hair is nice x) Don't jealous okay! He asked me to cut Aeon Flux's hair, but I don't think I want to listen to him because of some stupid reasons. Haha.


Since he seldom view my bl0g, i have talked a lil about him. Dont get bored lah...


I hate guys to accompany me for shopping. Because when I'm choosing some stuffs, they waited for me outside -.-ll If not when I took a long time choosing some stuffs but end up not buying anything, they will say I waste time. And and and I can walk into so many shops, and go from parkway to orchard to tampines w/o buying anything but they can't tolerate these so-called "waste-time-trips". Wah Lao, I am a girl leh, so naturally we will be fickled-minded what!


Luckily, of maybe a lil lucky, Stepfan doesn't complain. If he wants to grumble, I'll show him my black face (HEH HEH HEH). Anyway, we went for some shopping trips lah. I didnt get anything for myself at parkway except we bought Gerald's birthday present. So he said "Aiya, I bet you wont get anything for yourself". Ya lah! He knew me too well (Only for this!!!). So he brought me to Orchard. Walked around Heeren and bought 1 miserable clip. (He said finally!!!!!!!!!!)


He brought me to Zara lah. I tried many many many clothes. Too bad, all too big. Anyway, its having sale, so..... QUICK go buy before it ends.


Had Yoshinoya, nothing special to talk about because many had tried before. Had Oreo blend at taka. 3$ per cup lah! Somemore sooooo small. *stunned. Anyway its a tiny bit worth trying lah. Parkway and Grapevide's better!


OKAY LAH! I blogged about what I did yesterday. Happy? LOL. I seldom do that one! I only talk about emotional stuffs o facts o what lah. HaHa.


Everyone has started studying. Jialat!

10 mins bl0g

Karthleen finally sent da song, Country Grammar (Hot Shit) by Nelly! i miss HHD! i wanna go again lor,but too bad, i have O levels. maybe next time. Serene, i cant wait to be 18!!!!!!!


yups, when im 18, i wanna do lots and lots of things. haha. really sia. after O's, i wanna travel to Thailand or HongKong. And i wanna go KL! hahaha i wanna see Priscilla also! I'm gonna save lots of money! BLEAH!!!!


these few days, things didnt go my way, the way i want. I just want a simple journey of life, that's all. But too bad, things are not perfectly the way i want them to be. sometimes, i always think whether is this retribution. maybe it is, but i dont care anymore.


next time, i gonna name my son, Charles! i havent thought a name for my daughter. haha.


22 days to prelims, 72 days to Final Battle. i have not prepared! Firstly, i nid to pass maths and later, think of da rest. Maths more importand lah. Maybe next is Chinese bah. STUDY STUDY STUDY!

im afraid of stomach ulcer, really. :(


a new life, a new beginning. nothing matters to me more except studies.

short entry!

haha. guess what! i passed my english! so great hor? okay its damn great! gonna work hard for paper 1. sad thing is i pass history paper but lacked of one mark to pass combined humans. was soooooooo depressed at first but nvm, i'll work hard. hahaha tmr getting back maths paper and im gonna fail. steph, rmb we have our goals set. we WONT let XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX look down on us, compete with us, and LOOK LOOK LOOK at us. we must work hard lah :D


i went to cut my hair. and next, im gonna rebond next month! hahahaha i dont have da patience to wait for my hair to grow long. i dont like to tie my hair. maybe when i leave mjr, i'll keep it long.


sometimes, i wish to be a guy. can train to be fit, can style hair, can be tall and can woo girls and play soccer! hahaha. but i dowan to spend money on my gf and go NS and have tummy if im a guy. haha. its oso good to be a woman lor. however, we always "chi kui" in most of the things one. nothing is perfect lah.


i bought a pair of shoes which i kinda regretted lor. but nvm, i've already spent 20 bucks on it lor. its on discount anyway. i heard from fishy that converse in on sale now. i wanna get my green sneakers but i doubt there's my size now lor. typical singaporeans lah, see sale jiu kia-su kia-si. LIKE ME! hahahahaha. u shld be kia-su and kia-si mah, thats what aunties are like. next time i'll be an auntie also. but sometimes, i cant stand those aunties also. squeeze and squeeze and touch me with their sweaty arms! i cannot ta-han this kinda things one. and they only know how to look and gossip about ppl one. i dont want to be like this next time, but who knows. maybe i'll squeeze in with the crowds and touch them with my sweaty arms to get cheap t shirts for my husband. hahaha im not gonna do that. i'll get my future husband to do that! hahaha!


i hate doing household chores. i dont mind sweeping the floor or do anitink with the clothes or cook, just dont let me wash the dishes and mop the floor. i'll also get my husband to do that! hahaha bleah.


shall get my dinner. MEE GORENG!

Not Nice One!

i watched My Super Ex-Girlfriend on DVD! not nice one. maybe others may think its nice but i dont like it. ratings? 2/5 lor. hahaha. i cant laugh lor. i watch halfway only cos i dun think i wanna continue watching de other half.


i haven start studying physics. i went out on friday and saturday. today i also going out lor! hahaha sure fail one lah. Nvm, think i will get L1R4 = 30 for O's. hahahahaha!!! CHOY LAH! :(


i had a weird, weird, weird dream. i dreamt XXXXXXX wrote smth abt me and stepfan on her blog. she said me and stepfan dun suit each other instead, and post our horoscopes (Both of us are cancerians) on her blog and said "Cancer + Cancer dont suit each other". And she said "GERALDINE SNATCHED STEPFAN AWAY FROM ME!" -_______-llllllll hahahahaha.
i read this entry when im in school and i tag her and scolded her. then the head prefect told XXXXXXX that i tag her. so XXXXXXX told the head prefect that she wanna see me. i went to the Science Lab with Serene (??????????? weird hor?) and scolded her lor. hahaha. i remembered i said "WAH LAO, who scatched who's bf? is stepfan ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ" HAHAHA END OF DREAM!


okay lah i know its like rojak but i dowan to elaborate more. once i said out what's ZZZZZZZZZZZ then everyone knows who XXXXXXXXX is. bleah! anyway i said its a dream what! hahaha.


anyway i dont hold any hatred against XXXXXXX. she has her own life and i have my own. if my weird dream really came to reality, HOHOHO!



this one aint nice.



not nice meh? i tink very artistic what! stepfan said very ugly.

RESULTS!

aiyah. expected wad my O level chinese result was like alrdy. although expected but i still not very happy bah. thinking of re-taking, thinking of studying chinese again and thinking of that "ugly" result makes me ZZZZZZ. how to aim for B3 sia. my chinese is da second weakest besides maths lo. sianz. maybe i should blame myself for being so slack. guess ms tay was right lah, take this as a wake up call. hai lai de ji ma? -.-

oral results wasnt what i expected also. thought of getting 28 but it became 25 instead. my picture description suck lor. how am i going to take o levels? i felt so ZZZZZZZ.

moreover, i dun tink i can do well for block test also. i only study half for good governance cos i thought it might come out source base. whenever i study soooooo hard for certain chapters, it will never come out, so i dare not study hard for good governance. in de end??????!!!! sigh. i really hope to do well for history source base bah... and chem? i spend de rest of my time doing chem, now FLUNK! rate of rxn i go plot wrong graph. sianz liaoz lah. where will feel like studying when i see so many ZZZZZZ at one time??? i no hope for physics also. and chinese again? hai!


no mood to talk about those liaoz. gonna go out for grandma's bd dinner liaoz. :(

update!

ah! maths p1 sucks! OMG! locus! vectors! all gone case! aik said my vectors wrong sia! shyt! i tink sure lots and lots of careless mistakes one. haiya, i cnt pass maths one lah. sianz lor. friday chem and ss block test! wah lao! how can i study sia. i waste mon and tues away liaoz. tmr and thurs sure play away one lorz. sianz sia! and i heard chinese o level results is out this friday! i dowan to retake sia. stupid stupid stupid! english was normal lor. i feel i can understand the passage but the way i answer the question was wrong. hope to pass lah.


beach road prawn noodles at katong is shiok shiok lah. go eat! 4$ per bowl. and the lime juice is nice because its not so sour. other places that sold lime juice is soooo sour sia. hahaha anyway go eat lah! pizza hut's pepperoni lovers' SUCK! so little pepperoni lor, somemore so salty. although i like salty food but it was salty to a LARGE extent! yucks! haha. anyway its beef but it doesnt taste very nice. and east point's food court fried fish bee hoon is shiok shiok! actually changi general hospital also sell that. nice nice!


oh ya, forgot to update smth lah. happy 22nd monthsary to stepfan (07.08.06)! i know u love that e card i sent u. hahaha! and thanks for ur stupid e card. happy national day! hahaha! dont always football manager and d0ta. hope ur man U lose like da bian! LOL


today's be-yourself-day was ok lah. i didnt wear home clothes dued to some reasons. i complained to stepfan and stephanie (haha). some XXXXXXXXXX reasons lor. okay probably im that kinda sensitive but i dont like this kinda "comments". okay nvm take it as im petty! haha!


im in a good mood today. i dont feel like studying lor. i sure study a bit nia lor. sianz. motivation for me please!


im gonna do new specs cos im sick of red specs liaoz. i tink im gonna do black with diamonds at the side. i saw it with my sis that time. but very ex lor. siao! haha. maybe silver ones or what lah, see hw 1st. must save lotsa cash lor.


the 9pm show sucks lor. not nice one. i watched it ytd for the 1st episode and i thought it shld be nice. i watched it today and it's boring lorz. i preferred shows that has family conflicts. nice lorz! haha.. scv 55 now oso don have nice shows. boring like crazy liaoz!


go listen kangta + vanness - scandal. that's all for today. good night.

FISHY!

since fishy intro me at her blog, i shall do a little bit abt her okay? :D

she's fisherman's good friend, ah fish! HAHAHA. she and fisherman always say "dun go stepfan's house lah, always go his house" and "where u go? go meet stepfan ah?" in fact, i didnt go his house b4. when can i go ur house meet ah bao ge ge and shake hand? hahahahaha. have been classmates from sec 1 to sec 5! so suey right? always see fish swimming around. hahaha. and she loves singing "ah wan ah wan ah wan wan". mad right? hahaha :D always disturb me during fnN. our hor fan and muslim's food very slow right? haha. she is cute when she wears tie and stand on stage after receiving awards. she influenced me to join bball but i quit in de end. ah fish ar ah fish, dun always bully me lah, next time i steal ur cheesecake liaoz. LOL. i copy da pics next time from ur blog k? dun keep swimming okay? hahah and i always rmb her phrase "coursework such a pain" whenever i see coursework and beri fan i will tink of ur phrase. next time bring me go meet ah bao k? den we can have cha sao bao with ah white. i let her eat the skin den i eat da meat. hahahaha. fisherman eat u can le. hahaha


hadnt meet stepfan for a week dued to long school hours. he tried many ways to pon school lor. bad right? happy national day lah hahahaha :D

i hate maths lor! i cant pass and always fail badly. sianz.



baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白



fell in love with this song when Juz-B (superband) sang it. that malay guy can really sing lor. but too bad bah.




this camera is nice right. okay lah nothing special, but i like it. hehehe.




nice shoes right? im gonna get this before getting bapesta* shoes. hahaha. stepfan hates it but i like it. bleah.




Nice? the pair on my display pic is nicer :D


i realised this is NICE.

enough for today. napping time. good nitez :D

today is tuesday!

usually when i open up blogger page, its in chinese and i have lots and lots of difficulty reading it. but now when i open, its in english. haha. okay lame.

block tests start on monday! so far, i have not done a complete revision. jus study for class test. think im gonna flunk my history test lorz. next time must study whole of da chapter instead of short cuts. somebody please motivate and inspire me..........

life can never be perfect for me. sometimes, i feel im happy with my life, but something just came in and destroy it. maybe i tooooooo sensitive le bah. but its good anyway.. at least i know where are the limits. i jus hope everything is okay for u and enjoy ur life lah.

i thank MM lots lots lots k? dun say i never thank u. thanks for ur "HOLY WATER" that cured my cough and flu. anyway, really thanks a lot :D and that miracle really appeared HAHAHAHAHA :D

i have poor memory. i cant remember things recently. reseach says eating too much microwaved-food can cause poor memory. probably this is the cause to my poor memory. i must write it down in my note pad then can remember what i nidda do lor. old liaoz lah. MM, any "HOLY WATER" to cure my poor memory not? maybe i'll forget my name one day haha

anyone watched singapore idol? i didnt watch it often, but i prefer this year singapore idol. more interesting and the people are more good looking. i wont be surprise if paul is this year's singapore idol hahaha. i dun like him lah, i like none of them hahaha.

im bored. i start to hate fnN lor. sianz.
i told stepfan...
me: i wished my poa was good lor. can drop fnN sia.
him: cos of aihua then we are lousy at poa.
me: cos we hate her. my other friends laugh at me for dropping poa.
him:cos u stupid what.

-.- i am clever okay!